Chapter 19

 we arrived starbucks o cheft jasim ga3id weya rashid..

Seriously? wow..

We went ordered our drinks and sat on the table in front of jasim & rashid's table! -.-

Dania;
Shfeehum thelen ga3den e5ezonach?

Me;
Mnu?

Dania;
Hathool ele ga3den jdamnaa

Me;
Madriii

Dania;
Shfeech menglbaa?

Me;
Uff abi arja3 el baitt 7ADY T3BANA!

Dania;
Ok 5al na5ith el drinks w ni6la3

Me;
Okay

Noor;
Heey inty shaku trou7en el bait hal 7azza? ana aby arou7 shopping shway

Me;
Laa noor mo lazim mara thanya ta3ali shopping :( please?

Noor;
5alaa9 ok -_-

We took our drinks and left starbucks without giving them a look..

Finally im home now

I took a shower

i changed to my pj's and went downstairs playing with waleed

then i checked my bb

jasim was talking to me

Jasim;
Sorry noora rashid fahmni kelshay 7agch 3ly adry i overreacted

Me;
Int chift shloon u threw my mobile 3ly?

Jasim;
Wallah sorry sorrryy please forgive me

Me;
Its ok

Jasim;
NOOORAAA

Me;
?

Jasim;
Le7een za3lana?

Me;
La.. i lied

Jasim;
Chathaba adry la7en za3lana

Me;
Shrayk ya3ni?

Jasim;
Uff hay rashid el '3by ana shdrany feeh o la2na wayed m'3azlchy w ebi6 el chabid o ana mu wayed close with him

Me;
W int 3abalik ana w rashid m3a ba3a'9! w etshik feeni?

Jasim;
C'mon dont make it big deal

Me;
Big deal? aha ok

Jasim;
Walaaain yalla 3ad lat'3leen w bala dala3a

Me;
ilttyl

Jasim;
3ala ra7tich

..........


On the next day i woke up with my sister voice

Shaikha;
YALLAAA GOMAY O BARZY THYABCH

Me;
Ufffff inzain

Shaikha;
Yallah bsr3aa tara bnroo7 3nich

Me;
Chinach mt5r3a o awal mara btro7een shalaih fe 7yatich :)

Shaikha;
Yaaaalllaaah goomay zain

Me;
OK ok!

I get up from my bed and went to the bathroom washed my face and my teeth and i changed to my simple white top and short

Ma76et makeup lana 3ady y3ni wain ray7een..

o i packed my stuff and went downstairs and took wleedan and rode the car ..


Then finally we arrived the chalet..


Lma we9lt nsait maryoom x_x

BBm;

Me;
Marioom mabtyeen?

Mariam;
Ana yaya m3a el driver a7een -.- adry fech nsaiteeni

Me;
Hahaha sorry x_x yalla an6rich

Mariam;
Ok 7bebti ;*

She arrived after 10 mintues!

I hugged her and sat next the beach o mariam kanat 7ail mestansa 3ala waleed o ge3t t9wr weyah w t7i6 dp o ana ba3ad 76ait'hum dp o i pmed;

" A'3la ma 3endy ♡ "
Jasim;
How are you?

Me;
Fine

Jaism;
Matbeen tes2leen 3ni?

Me;
Shlonak?

Jasim;
Looni a7mar wahahahah

Me;
Waaaay mala8a mn el 9ib7

Jasim;
Shfeech ya3ni el wa7id mayt'3shmar

Me;
Ok

Jasim;
A55 3ala broodich

Me;
Kaify maly 5lig

Jasim;
Afaa malich 5lgy?

Me;
Walaain

Jasim;
:( la7een za3lana 3ly

I didnt open the chat..

3egub dashina da5el g3dt wya my family shway and we ate our lunch,
then i received many pings

ela its from ....



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guys sam7ooni wayed 6awlt.. inshalla after ramdhan bakml el story .. because theres no time. and thankk youu all my readers :*

Chapter 18

We left the cinema

Me;
Na3am

Jasim;
Laish tsween chethe?

Me;
Shno?

Jaism;
ANA A'3AAR FEHMI YA BNYA

Me;
Wallah mu bedy shaswe

Jasim;
Bs okay emshay la7d echofna

Me;
Eee yallah
 bye


So i went to the cinema and sat so jasim did

Me;
Wain rab3ik?

Jasim;
Madri they left

Me;
Aha

Jasim;
Latnafseen

Me;
Manafst

Jasim;
Good..

Machoof ela someone pings me

i checked my bbm

Its Rashid -.-
Hay ma byskit

Me;
5air

Rashid;
I saw u wearing pink skirt
You look hot

Me;
Thank you

Rashid;
Ana ga3d fe starbucks lma t5l9een t3aly 3shan a36eech ele w9aitach 3alaih

Me;
5ala9 okk

Rashid;
Yeslamli el sah6er;*

i ignored

Jasim;
3a6eeni mobilech

Me;
Shaku?

Jasim;
bat9il fe rfeejy

Me;
Ok .
and i handed him

Jasim opened the convo between me and rashid and he read everything. and i saw that

Me;
Jasim yeeb telefoni laish tb6l convos?

Jasim;
3ashan achoof swaad wayhich! mumkn etfhmeeni shno thyy?

I was nervous

Me;
L-laa fahem '3ala6 shakuuu a9laan!?

Jasim;
Adry ina bainch o bain rashid shay mn awal mara chiftkum w uhwa e9wrich!

Me;
Etshik feni?

Jasim;
3ayal shtsmeena hay?

He thew my mobile 3alay and he left

" He hurt me,  mala da3i yshik feni .. Me&Rashid? ew.. "

I update my pm to

" Nitm :) "

bbm.

Rashid;
PING!!!
PING!!!
SHFEEECH?

Me;
Eskit int :)

Rashid;
Haah shswait? :O

i ignored

Rashid;
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!

Me;
Can u stop pinging me please?

Rashid;
Awal a3ref sh9ayer?

Me;
Walain

Rashid;
Yallah 3ad tukfain ?

Me;
Wala shay

Rashid;
Laish Nitm 3ayal?

Me;
SHAKUU? RAYLI? 7BEBI?

Rashid;
Ahaaa gooli el salfa feha chethe, mnu hay 7bebch 5al akf5a?

Me;
GO DIE please :)

Rashid;
Ta3ali starbucks ana anseech el ham

" Walaih hay ma yml? ma yet3ab? "

Me;
-_-

Rashid;
5ala9 3ala ra7tich bs matbeen ur pics?

Me;
La maby !!!!

Rashid;
Tara 7adhum 7elween?

Me;
Maby maby mabyy!

Rashid;
Bal shayla 3alay 3dl :(

Me;
i'll delete u sorry, bye

i didnt gave him a chance to text back seeda i delete him. lawa3 chabdi.

Rashid ruin everything between me and jasim. how nice:)?

jasim changed his pm to

" inta awal ensan a3shga fe 7yaty w il7en tb'3y el 9dg ma3dt el awal.. "

i skipped this and decided to not talking to him. :)

the movie is finally finished

Dania;
Waaay eyanin el film, noora shraych feeh?

Me;
Eee 7lo

Dania;
Shfeech 9ootich?

Me;
Mafeeh shay yalla ni6la3

Dania and noor;
Yalla

so we Left the cinema and went downstairs

Noor;
Aby starbucks

Dania;
Ee yallah

Me;
Ufff matshb3oun!


We went starbucks and ............





To be continued.

Chapter 17

I didn't tell my parents about this fight l2ana mala da3i .. feras entered with his food, w ate and then I told them that I can come back home! Fel bedaya jasim mare'9a bas bzoor a8n3ta w re'9aa, re7na 3ind pinkberry w jasim took his car and feras dropped me to home..

What a long stupid day!..

Dshait el bait wela i5ty tes2lni..

Shaikha;
Wain knti?

Me;
M3a feras w a7mid w reem

Shaikha;
Knti m3aa feras bss?chftkum through the window

Me;
Eee awal he dropped them home o a5er shay ana, t78eee8?

Shaikha;
Madri laish a7is bainkum shaayy..?

Me;
Lool shakuu :p

Shaikha;
Hmmm ok, shrayich en6al3 film?

Me;
Laa ta3bana abi anam

Shaikha;
Yallaa 3aaad mnzman ma g3dna m3a ba3a'9 :( pleaseee!

Me;
3ashaniicch bs!

Shaikha;
Yeeyyy! Yalla change w ta3ali

Me;
Okk :*

I went upstairs and changed to my pj's, I checked my bbm

Bbm.

Rashid;
PING!!!
Noora

Me;
Na3am

Rashid;
Shd3waa mafi hala, 3yona?

Me;
Hala;p

Rashid;
Adri mali sh'3l bs laish elyoom jasim e9ari5?

Me;
Rashidd! I added u 3ashan u send me my pictures mu 3ashan yay tes2lni as2ela bain el ahal o 3aib a'9in.. W itha jasim dera that I have u bbm bt9eer wayed mashakil

Rashid;
Ouch! Sorry ma89dit, its ok I'll send u ur pictures tmw cause la7een manzlt el 9wr

Me;
Okay fine x

Rashid;
;*

I ignored

 I closed my bb and threw it on my bed and went downstairs

Chifna el film o 3gubha ri7na fougg &we slept

the next day i woke up re7t el madrsa kan yoom mumel 7ada..

I went back home, my mum told me that we'll go on the weekend shalaih and she told me to tell mariam to come

bbm

Me;

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

Mariam;

halla 7bebti;*

Me;

Bnrou7 shalaih this weekend, come?

Mariam;

i'll ask my mother w agoulich

Me;

Okay:*

so its thursday o kint zahgana, so gelt ba6la3 with my cousins *Dania and noor*

Let me describe them,

Dania she's tall, tanned skin, long brown wavy hair, skinny and she's 17 o wayed jameela mashallah i love her style!

Noor not short and not tall y3ni 6oolha enasib 3umrha.. she's 16, short straight hair, light tanned skin..

Me;

Danooy, going somewhere today?

Dania;

Noo :( 5al ne6la3?

Me;

Eeeeh kent bagoulich, cc cinema?

Dania;

Okay :D

Me;

Please tell noor to come with u ba3ad.. i missed you!

Dania;

5ala9 ok :D, at 4pm i'll pick u up

Me;

Okay :*

I went downstairs, waleed was crying and my mother bl 7mam ta5ith shower! ou mafy a7ad bl bait, ana bsr3a re7t shelta 3ashan ahadeeh bs ma3rf :( uffff..

telefoni kan eren it was jasim, radait 3alaih

Me:

Jaaasssimmm:'(

Jasim;

Shfeeeecch!??

Me;

Waleed ga3id e9ee7 ma3rf shasweee o umy bl 7maam!

Jasim;

HAHAHAHA 3abaly shaay!

Me;

Uff mu wagtik te'97ak Help pleasse

Jasim;

Sheleeh o emshay bl 9ala o '3aneelah

Me;

Okay

...

........

Waleed finally stoped crying

Me;

Jassimm!!! :o

Jasim;

Hala 7ayate;*

Me;

Waleed stoped crying! shloun 3eraftt? emrbe yahel?

Jasim couldn't stop laughing while saying;

Ba3ad a7ad may3rif sheswi fel yahal a9lan inty brou7ich baby lazim esheelonach

Me;

Waaaaay damik 5afeef et9adig!

Jasim;

At6anaz 7bebti, ur my baby:*

i blushed.

Me;

Hmm ana barou7 cc 3gb shwai

Jasim;

With?

Me;

Cousins, dania w noor

Jasim;

Thursday o cc? la yuba kla 5ama hnak w m'3azal !

Me;

Ufff bala mala8aa!

Jasim;

5ala9 bayey ma3akum

Me;

Shakuuuu!!!!

Jasim;

Haahahahah bayey m3a rab3i

Me;

Hehe okay;*

My mom 6el3at mn el 7amam

Me;

Marioom shwai a aklmich ok?

Jasim;

La gooly jasim 3gb ba9ika!

Me;

Mariaam baklmich bbm.. bye

Jasim;

Lol a7ad ymich?

Me;

Eeh bye

Jasim;

Bye 7yate;*

i hung up!

Mum;

Mn tklmeen?

Me;

Weeh masm3ti? marioom

Mum;

Eeeh bs mu mn 3waydich et9keena!

Me;

Lol bs malait, mama 3ady aroo7 cc with dania o noor?

Mum;

Ee 7bebti 5ooush banat thelen, bs mnu bew9lich?

Me;

Dania btmrni

Mum;

Ok Take care 7bebti

Me;

Inshallah mamaa

I ran upstairs and i get dressed to a white top with light pink skirt, the skirt was too short so i decided to wear a long black sock.. i applied some eyeliner and blusher, with pink lipstick and wore my sandals, took my gucci clutch and im ready.

Bbm;

Noor;

PING!!!

Yalla 6el3ay i7na bara

Me;

Okk

I went downstairs and rode the car, i hugged them both while saying;

i misss youuu!

Dania & noor;

intay akthar wallah

We took a stupid pictures bl syaara and turn the radio on!

And finally we arrived Cc

Kan 9ij 9ijjj 9ijj za7maa! i hate this

We made our way to cinema 3ashan na7jiz our seats..

Noor;

Ay film?

Me;

Hmmm shno fe yded?

Dania;

5al nrou7 the lucky one?

Me & noor;

yalla okk :D

the movie will start at 5;30 and now its 4;50 so we decided to go shopping..

Noor;

5al nrou7 the body shop aby a5ithly oil tan maly 5ala9

Me;

Ana ba3ad, ee 9a7 ta3alo shalaihna bacher?

Dania;

i7na already bnroo7 shalaihna bacher!

Me;

ooh wain shalaihkum?

Dania;

Durra

Me;

7atta i7nnaa!!! 3ayal ya ana ayey aw into :*

Noor & Dania;

Okay

Suddenly knt ba6ub mara wa7da ila Noor yawdtni! uff shal fashla ashwa ma kan fee a7ad bl ma7al!

Dania;

Ambaaih Noora enshag ur sockk!!

Me;

Latgooleeen :o

Dania;

Wallah choufi bs f95eeh

So i took my socks off

Kant wayed g9eera el tanoora chny bitch! bs shaswe:(

Me and noor bought an oil tan and we left el ma7al

Mara wa7da i recieved rich of pings

i checked my bbm ila from jasim

Me;

Halla?

Jasim;

Fe ay ag9ar mn el tnoora thy ba3ad;@?

Me;

Enshag my long sock

Jasim;

3afyaa :) 6el3y mn el city a7een

Me;

Hmmm

So dshaina el cinema o ge3dna, kan kela d3ayat, yaw 2 guys ge3daw 9oobna, a7een gelt walaih!

Me;

Banat 5alouni ana fl ws6 a7san

The guy;

Shd3wa ma baklich;p

i gave him the look ele "5air u5ouy"?

Me;

Noor yallah badle el amakn

Noor;

La 3ajbne el w'93

Me;

Yallah badle choufe 7altii

Noor;

Take it easy 7bebti 7ada 3ady act normal

i took my clutch and put it 3ala reely..

The guy;

we yaz3am test7en?

Me;

Shtabii int?

The guy;

Hady hady

Me;

Aggol 6ali3 el film

The guy;

Inty jameela

WALAIN!

Me;

betskit wla anadeelk el security? weeh

The guy:

5ala9 baskit, btw ma3ach fahad

i ignored him

His friend was laughing 3alaih! hahahaha

Jasim showed up! i was looking at him and i was shocked ..

Jasim went to that guy *el m'3azlchy*;

U5ouy mumkn etbdl el amakin?

Fahad;

Laish inshallah?

Jasim;

They're my cousins

"Ashwah ina noor o dania kanw mndmjeen bl film and they didnt notice..."

So they changed there seats and jasim is next to me now!

Jasim whispered;

Laish matben te6l3en?

Me;

Knt ba6la3 bs thelen ma5louni o galw 3ady o madri shno! i lied

Jasim;

Kint 7as

Me;

*whispering* its ok

Jasim;

A5er mara lach

Me;

Inshallah

Jasim;

Ta3ali bara baklmich

Me;

Ufffff 7ana ok! barou7 el 7mam

Yalla ana yay ma3ach. he said

Me;

Inshallah ma itdish m3ay el 7maam b3d?

Jasim;

Eee itha 3ady badish

Me;

ha ha ha et'97ik?

Jasim;

Yalla yalla jedami

gelt 7ag el banat ene barou7 el 7mam, ma36ooni wayh.. -.-

so i left the cinema and jasim followed me..

to be continued...



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Chapter 16

.......:

i turned around wela i saw FERAS..


Jasim grabbed feras from his t-shirt and saying; int le meta btetl9ag fe noora?


Feras;
Wnt shakooo? umha uboha U5OHA?


Jasim;
LA 7BEBE ana her hasbund w itha mu 3ajbik erga3 rasik bel 6oofa!


Feras;
shno her hasbund? hahhahahaha wallah '9a7ktni!


Jasim;
ENT MATEFHAM?


Feras;
sheeel yadik mn 8mee9i awaal




Jasim back off..


Me;
BSSSSSSSSS !!!!! STOP IT BOTH


Feras;
inty sektaay yallaah mu kafy 6al3a weyah w twa3deena kelmkan !


Me;
Feras e7trim nafsik ma wa3adtah wala shay chifta 9edfaa


Feras;
oooh ohhh beda el terge3 ! moo 3alay baba chayftni mdm'3?


Me;
weeee bkaifk itha matby et9dg!


Feras grabbed my arm and say; yalla emshay jedamy f'97teena weyaah!


Jasim pushed him and say;
hed'haaaa a7san lkkk yal lazga!


Feras;
5air? ana her cousin w li 7ag 3alaiha  W ENT ETHLEF!


Me;
feeeras stopp! sorry if i didnt tell u before bs i love him


feras was looking at me and he was very shocked


feras;
mo china i told you that i love you noora?
yayba li hal 5amma itgolen le it7beena?


jasim;
itha fe 5amma hni fa uhwaa int mub ana SEMA3T YAL LAZGA


me;
STOP FIGHTING!


Feras;
SHNO? 3eed ele geltaa


Jasim;
ELE SEM3TA


Mni ana i cant control them both.. gelt mafy ela 7al wa7edd. gmt o 6bait yaz3am u'3ma 3alay bas chethi y3ni.


jasim;
NOOORA? are u hear me?


Feras;
kellaa minkk choof shswaitt


jasim;
Agooool eskit w dig 3al es3aaf bsr3a


Feras;
mala da3y emsho fe sayarti


Jasim;
yalla ok


o ana madri mn ele shalni a'9n jasim.. bs feras helped him i think..


they took me to the hospital.. 




Jasim & Feras POV;


Feras;
jasim i understand noora and u, el 7ub kan mwjood b3yunha w 3younk.. bs i like noora elw7eda eltfhamni. kan 3bali she has the same feelings bs 6l3t '3l6an


Jasim;
wala yhmik fehmt esh 8a9dik.. ana ele sorry 


Feras;
Laa shd3waa 7beeb wallah, give me ur pin?


Jasim;
Teslaam, 27***** 


Feras;
Added u!


El Dr 6ela3 lhum o galhum ina mafeeny shay bs te3bt shwai o lazim arta7 for a hours!


...........


Jasim and feras dashaw el '3urfa 3ndi


Jasim whisperd;
noora


i opened my eyes shwai shwaii... i saw jasim near me w feras was sitting in the chair 


sawait roo7y madry bl denya


mn yabni hni? i said


jasim;
i7na yebnach..




Feras said;
ana baroo7 ayeeb akl, noora tabeen?


Me;
eee


Feras;
jasim ayeeblk  shay?


Jasim;
mashkour bs mo mesht'hy


Feras;
ok bra7tik!


i was shocked... HOW?


I gave jasim the look ele "whats going on?"


jasim;
eeeeh kelshay ok.. feras feham 3an 3ela8tna o te2safly 7eta he added me on bbm!


Me;
e7liifff!?


Jasim;
Wallah!


Me;
Ahahaha kelhay la2ana u'3ma 3ly? 3ayal itha 9ar shay kla baswe haloon!


Jasim laughed while saying; esm allah 3alaich 7bebti dont say that!


Me;
inshallah x_x






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Chapter 15

....;
haa entayy..

i turned around
its Rashid (jasm's friend)

me;
ohh hi

rashid;
matbeen 9wrch?

me;
ay 9war?

rashid;
eli 9wrtch eb yum el cancer

mni reemo turned around us
reem:
ohh ma3rfteena?

me;
oh this is rashid photography, rashid this is reem my cousin

reem;
oh hii

rashid;
halla uboooy

"m'3azlchy hal rashid -_-"

reem;
no answer. 7grta ;p


rashid turned on me;
tra wallah 7lween 9wrch eli 9wrtch matbenhom?

me;
okai why not

rashid;
give ur pin

me;
oki 2******

rashed;
added

me;
okii, ela waina jasim?

rashid;
akaho ma36eena '9ahra

reem;
mn hay b3ad jasim ;o?

"oho nsit'ha reem i didnt tell her about jasim"

me;
he is photographer too. 9awrni eb yom el cancer

reem;
oki..

i gave her look ina bagolach b3dain shesalfa"

me ;
wait i'll surprise jasim

rashid;
ahaha you will surprise ur cousin?

"b3ad hay elthani 3bala a7na cousins"

me;
ee feeha shay?

rashid;
la bs '3reeb shway

me;
haha

i went to jasim from his back and i closed his eyes and saying;
mn ana?

jasim touched my hand
jasim;
hmm mafe '3airch

me;
yalla gool mn ana?

jasim;
noora

i lefted my hand

me;
SHLOUN 3RAFTNI O_O?

jasim;
mn 9otch 7bebe

"way el25 y'3azl jedam rab3a -_-"

one of his friend:
haa 3alina jasooooom? hahah

jasim 3a6ahom na'9ra then he turned around me

jasim;
noora imshay ng3d eb thech el6awla bro7na

me;
yaleet wallah bas ana yaya wya my cousins

jasim was looking reem

jasim;
hay ur cousin?

eeh. i replied

jasim;
she know about us?

me;
no she didnt i'll tell her later

jasim;
noora?

me;
3yun noora


jasim;
fdait hal 3yon ana .. a7la mfaj2a

me;
afa 3alik cham jasim 3nde

jasim;
just one. a7ibch

i blushed

jasim whispered;
feras la7een ytla9g?

me;
ha-a laa 3ady

jasim;
goly el9ij noora?

me;
mm ya3ni 9ar y3amlni '3air

jasim;
mthl?

me;
9ar y'3ar 3li y3ni. elyum knt barkb jedam 9ob a7md my cousin w glt 7g feras ythlf wara ela feras yguli e7trmi eli akbar minch. awl mra iklmni bhl islob.
w ana gabl 6ol 3mri a6lb mnah shay w seda ygum w ysweh le.

jasim;
3afyaa wallah 3afya !! mara w7da he screamed;

WAINA HAL LAZGA WAINAA!!

he went outside i followed him "eshbiswi hai' yan hal wald

me;
HEEY jasim wagf wain ray7?

jasim;
wain sayrtkom?

me;
aah jasim mn 9ijk? haloon tabi t7lha? itha btro7 et'hawsh wya feras. feras begul 7g omy w bt9er salfa w b3dain i7lm inklm b3a'9

jasim;
NOORA SHASWY HAY MA BEW5R 3NCH LAZM AKLMAH !!

me;
ambeeh jassim hady a39abk pleasee he is my cousin wallah 3ady ana bat9rf wyah w b3dain latkbr elsalfa tara 7ada 3adyy

he didnt answer me. he just screaming

jasim;
FERAS ITHAA INT RAYAL I6LA3 LE A7EEN

he screamed eb a3la 9oota.jasim 3a9bi eb darja mo 6abe3ya. itha yaby yswy shay esweeh lo shno.

me;
jassim 3shaani sttooopp

mara w7da asm3 a7d waray ygol;

5leeh ykaml 5leeh...

to be continued

Chapter 14

Me;
Okk yaya

Jasim;
T3rfeena?

Me;
No, et3rf el 3 girls?

Jasim;
Y3ni w7da eb w7da?

Me;
Laa2

Jasim;
3ayal shtsmena hay?

Me;
Jasim, u was taking a picture of BITCHS. rashid wa7d mu7tram kan!

Jasim;
Adre waallah! Bs shaswi itha uhma galoli

Me;
u can tell them that u Can't !!

Jasim;
U also can tell Rashid that u Won't
Me;
O mn gal ene maby?

Jasim;
L2naaa muu eb kaifch!!

Me;
5oush! Bs ent 3ady ?

Jasim;
Please latfhmeeni '3l6

Me;
Jasim ana t3bt o malait mn kelshay :')

And I left him

He grabbed my hand, noora sm3eeni please

"When he grabbs my hand putting our eyes in each others..ah"

Me;
Please leave me

Jasim turned me to him our face were too close; we have to discuss this..

i teared up.

Jasim;
Shlon ahdich w achof hal dmoo3?

Nzlt rasi w I tried to hide my tears, I couldn't.

Jasim;
Manbi net'hawsh 3shan thelen el 5ama

Me;
A7ebik

Jasim;
Anaa shnu itha inty t7beeni?? AMOOT 3ALA HAWACH:*


Aw<3

Me;
Shnoo mabt9wrni?

Jasim took his camera and took a picture w ana mfhyaa !

LOL

Me;
HEEEY !!!!

Jasim;
5ala9 5alaa9 asweeha delete

Me;
Eee 3abaly

Mariam came,

Me;
Intaay wain kntay?

Mariam;
Wala shay knt asolf m3a rashid x_x

Me:
5oooush wallah!

Mariam;
Chubay he's cute, he told to add him on bbm

Me;
W inshallah u agreed? 

Mariam;
6b3n laa, I have my one and only<3

Me;
Hahahaha 3afya:*

Me and jasim and mariam continued talking and talking till we told goodbyes for jasim

We finally left amwaj!
Mariam dropped me at home and she left..

I took a shower swait sha3ry and i slept little My sleep cut with feras calling, it was 6pm

Me;
Hala feras? "in a sleepy tone"

Feras;
L7een ragda? goomi ben6la3 ana w inty w a7mido oo reem! go get dressed

A7mid is my cousin too but im not that close with him..
he's pretty tall, 19 years old have a dimples with short wavy hair. he's hot every girl wants him.. for ur info.. he's not feras brother.

Me;
Wain?

Feras;
Get dressed bsr3a dont askk!

Me;
5ala9 okk!

So i changed to my skinny jeans with a simple black top
" I ♥ NY "

I went downstairs seeing my mother playing with waleed.

Mama;
Ha 3ala wain?

Me;
Feras and a7mid and reem want me to go out with them! Can i?

Mama;
Ee Take care 7bibty

I went and kissed waleed in his cheeks! WAAY CUTE 5a6ry ar3a9 his cheeks, and i kissed my mother forehead.

I recieve a PINGS from reemo

So fehmt ina i have to go outside.

When i rode the car i told feras;
Not fair lazim ana ag3id jedam w int wara !

Feras;
Lazim te7trmain ele akbar minch !

He teasted me. he always teasting me.. that i love on him.. he changed the feras that i know!

I laughed;
Mafi frg wayed just 2 yearss!

Feras;
3al a8al ana 3indi license mu b3'9 el nas.. yeeeeew

Reem;
Heey sht89id weya wayhek!!

Feras;
For u and for el 5abla ele ymich!

A7mid;
Bs hay 7altkum hwaash!

Me;
Ambaaaih a7midoo i miss youu

Feras;
She didnt 9adgni, lma kint agoolha ina a7mido be6l3na tgooli waai3 ma7iba!

Me;
Aaaaah chathaab a7mido i didnt said that!

A7mid laughed so hard on how stupid we were..

Reem;
Wain benroo7? ana yu3ana

Me;
Ana ba3ad yu3ana:(

A7mid;
Awal ba9ub banzeen 3gb enroo7 nakel eb nino shraykum?

We all agreed.

So we went the Petrol..

He gave the hindy 7sab el banzeen o radlah el bagy mn el money

Madry shesalfa bs shakla A7mid metslef mn Feras baizat

A7mid;
Hak feraso el 10 dananeer maleenk

Feras;
La laa ma a5tha wallah

A7mid;
Yalla 3aad 5ith'hum!

Feras;
Wallah ma a5ith afa 3alaik bs.

Me;
Chuufaw itha bet'hawshoun 3ala el baizat 3a6oony ana bla 7anna

A7mid turned his face on me and threw the 10 on my face: legfaay!

Me;
Hahahahah hey im kidding mabyy

Feras;
U said u want them so keep it with youu baby

Me;
KLAB WALLAH. Lol

Reem;
Uff mab'3aina nou9aal

EEE. i replied

It was really crowded bs ashwah we found a table so we can set on it.

We sat and ordered our food, and i bbmed jasim i told him where i'm and with who..

Jasim;
I'll Come!

Me;
Don'ttttt come

Jasim;
Kaify bayey akl may9eer?

Me;
No :'(

Jasim;
9awreeli rou7ich ashouf

Me;
Wait

I told feras to take a picture of me and reem

A7mid:
Hnood eb kel mkan yaboon e9wron hal banat

Me;
3indik mani3?

Reem;
Ee wallah kaiffnaa

Feras took a picture ans show us; shal ashkal!

Me;
Shut up we look gorgeous

I showed jasim the pic then i dp it.. long time i didnt Dp my self, so  i recieve a lot of comments from my friends and family

Jasim;
BEAUTIFUULL JAMEELA ETYANINEN!! <3;*

Me;
Aww thaaankk youu :$

Jasim continued flirting on me.... ♥

We ate our food and we decided to go pinkperry

We rode the car i opend the radio.. 93.3

" Ya 7uby efhaam inik eb 5afegy shay w ena el 3yoon ele t7ibk sahara ya '9ay 3aain ele y7bik ......... ent elthe mayshbhik bel mala 7ay.. Maloum mn samak seed el 3athara "

I'm admiring this song, and its reminds me of someone so special that i love most,

Jasim.

<3

We arrived pinkberry bs ana w reem dshaina
Kan fe group of boys were staring on us..

We made our way staright to order the icecream without giving them a face.

Machouf ela wa7ed yay fe chabdi and saying;



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Chapter 13

me;
feras ga3d etra8bni?

feras;
laa mara8bich. bs ashkara yaya mn 3indah!

me;
int fahim el mw'9oo3 '3ala6! ana ma kent ma3ah wala shay, bs shway met'9ayga re7t atnfas bara3! thats all

feras;
o 3abalich ba9dgich? la yuba adre eb kelshay

me;
UFFF MALELTOONI ! FERAS U CHANGED MA KENT CHETHE... 

I started crying

feras;
i'm s-sorry ma kent a89id noora...

me;
don't be sorry, ana ele asfa, i overreacted

feras;
its ok now stop crying, now u have a new baby brother, u have to be strong!

faj2a 9ar feras romancy =))

i laughed.

me;
ee yallah 5anroo7 foog

we went upstairs i sat with my mother and my father!
i had a really great time with them...

i went back home with my sister, took a shower then drifted off to sleep.

The day went by...







Next day morning, marleen woke me up to school -_- ufff 9ij mali 5ilg bs shaswii have to go, changed to my school uniform.. and went to school..

and as usual i didnt get any attention for the classes, jasim was always on my mind.

the bell rang and its time for going home, mariam rej3at m3ay el bait

aaah finally homme, i checked my bbm wela jasim is talking to me

jasim;
nooooooora?

me;
3yooonha?

jasim;
fedait 3younha<3 elyoom fe fa3alya fe amwaj mal t9weer o abech etyeeen !

me;
t9weer shno?

jasim;
mal cancer.. u have to wear baby pink

me;
i don't think bagdar :(

jasim;
PLEAASE PLEASE 3shani come:(?

me;
ok maryoom ma3ay!

jasim;
yuba aham shay etyeen;*

me;
see you :$

jasim;
amoot 3alaich

me;
adre

jasim;
a5 bs 5leeni ashoufich <3

me;
hahaha x_x
bye

jasim changed to his pm;

" adre eb '3allah w yadre ene a7ibah<3 "

You know he's special when no matter what kind of mood you are in, he can always manage to make me smile.. ♥

I LOVE HIM.



I told marioom 3an amwaj and we have to wear baby pink color..

i changed to my baby pink dress, swait sha3ry seeda o frg applied eyeliner and light pink lipgloss

mariam wore my baby pink skinny with a white top 6ab3an la2na yaya eb thyabha el madrsa..

we rode the car and told raju "the driver" to go amwaj

me;
uff 7adi ta3bana madri laish geltla bayey

mariam;
chubaay ela maytaa tabeen tchoufeena

me;
ta3aaly sh5baar salmaan?

mariam;
emsafer 9aralh one month:( i already miss him

me;
oohhh! o mita byrja3?

mariam;
after 3 days !

me;
hahaha good!

we finally arrived amwaj

we went starbucks first, we took our drinks and headed to fa3leyat el cancer!

there was a lot of 5amma people, boys.. girls!

i saw jasim he was taking picture of 3 girls

one of them she was wearing a verrry short dress that showing her thighs with a full makeup o tedlaa3 3ala jasim o uhwa ma36eeha wayh o ga3id e9wrha.. how nice!

i acted normal.

mariam;
mo chna hay jasim ele ga3id e9wir hal 5amma?

me;
eeh

mariam;
shfeech?

me;
mafeeni shay emshi enchoof

jasim saw me w te'3yar malmi7 wayha

i gave him the look that "dont talk to me"

i can hear the girl telling him; "inzain 9wrni ba3ad.. wayed 7ilo ta9weerk methlik ya 7ilo" i cant believe thiss!!!!!!!

suddenly a guy came to us and says;
heey do u like to take a picture of u?

me;
yessss! bel3mdan 3ashan a8hir jasim!

mariam est'3rbt! bs fehmtniii !

he took a lot of picture of us!

the guy;
m3akum rashid,

me;
teshrfna, ana noora w this is mariam

rashid;
3ashat el asamii

jasim was staring at mee!! i can see him coming closer to us

jasim;
halla rwaishd sha5baar!

rashid;
halla bu el shabaab tmam w int?

jasim;
b5aair as2l 3nk waink 3ana mnzman

well. rashid is jasim's friend... -.-

me;
ooh u know each other... SHIT BEL'3ALA6 6EL3T MNI EL KELMA!

rashid;
eee, laish?

me;
h-haa ee he's my cousin! 5oosh targee3a =))

rashid;
hahahaha jasoom 3indak hal cousins o ma tgoolna 3anhum! afa bss!

now i can feel the angry in jasim's eyes!

jasim;
hahah yalla ana ast2thin

jasim;
noora ta3ali baklmich!

me;
okk yaya






To be continued.



 

Chapter 12

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i left the room and followed him..

he sat on the chair at the reciepction department.

i sat next to him waiting him to talk

me;
yes feras

feras;
ana mn zman abi agoolch shay bs metrdid oo moo 3arf shloon aft7 el salfa ma3ach..

me;
te7chaa feraaass

feras;
well im not sure of that

me;
please gool?

feras;
i love you

i was so shocked w b6alt 3yoni g3adt a6al3a mda..

me;
no answer

feras;
adri inch mn9dma bs fakry 3dl bl mw'9oo3 l2na mn i7na 9'3aar kena nel3ab weya b3'9 and i cant forget this moments.

me;
feras 5al ndish

feras;
yalla, o soorry itha '9aygich kalami

i laughed
me;
la 3ady

feras;
shee'97k? ;p

me;
laa wala shay bs awal mara et9eer romancy le hal darja

feras;
mn 9ijjy tara

"Walaaihh shal balwa ele ebtlsht feeha, a7een akeed byz3al itha i reject him"

me;
afker feras x

Machoof ila jasim ma3a rfeeja jedamna

jasim kan 7ada y5zni w m39b la2ni amshe weya feras

Bbm;

jasim;
PING!!!
PING!!!

me;
??

jasim;
haa ela tamsheen weya el 7beeb achoof :)

me;
shet5rbi6 inttt !

jasim;
ashkara la9geen fe b3'9 o kel wa7id mest7i mn el thany

me;
jasim ele feeni mkfeeni so please y3niii

jasim;
shfeech :o

me;
ittyl

jasim;
PING!!!
PING!!!
goolaay!

me;
uffffff geltlak i will talk to u LATER.

i update my pm; DND.

out of bbm.

feras;
shfee hay e5ziich?

me;
shdranii

feras;
jsaim mo?

me;
ee uhwa!

feras;
laish a7is bainkum shay?

me;
walaaih teskit int wala shloon!!!!! if u dont trust me en6am a7san lak..

feras was shocked

feras;
inzain inzain hady

bbm;

jasim;
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!

nzlee t7t bsr3a ana fel sayara an6rich

me;
mabi

jasim;
GELTLCH NZLII A7EEN BSR3A!

me;
ok

"uffffff uff ! '39b bs yallah mabi a39ba zeyada bro7a m39b"

i went downstairs and went to jasim's car

dashait el sayara

jasim locked the doors

my heart skipped a beat

me;
laish gafel el bebaan shd3wa ma bashrid :s

jasim;
la2na a7en btchofeen

he drove off fasterr!!!

me;
HEEEEEY 5AFEF PLEASE

jasim;
no answer

me;
JAAASSSSIIMM!

he stoped the car

jasim;
ana cham mara gaylach latklmeena wla tgrbeen 9ooba w 7'9rtich emb96a ma3a w m'3azal 3aini w 3aink o mstsanssa!

me;
w ana cham mara gayltak he's my cousin o magdar ma aklmaah!

jasim;
MAY59NI 7BEEBTI ! ANA MA ABEECH ETKLMEENA FHAMTY ?!!

me;
HADY A39ABK JASIM ! SHFEEK?

i started crying..

jasim;
shfeech t9e7een?

me;
nothing i just wanna to be with my mother.

jasim;
okai. bas tkfeen dont cry

me;
jasim abi agoolak shay

jasim;
goolay

me;
elyoom feras told me that he loves me

jasim 6ag yadah 3al sekan bel guwa
i can feel the pain on he

jasim;
SHIT . hay ele naagi9 ba3ad o ba3ad tabeen etklmeena? o shglteela inshalla

me;
geltla bafker

jasim;
BA3AAAAD BAFKR!! 5oosh shay

me;
jasim ifhamni bro7y ma3rf shaswi wyah a5af i reject him w yz3al

jasim;
la wallah? yz3aal? t7beeena mo ?

me;
La walla la bas maby ajr7a

jasim;
w ana 6oofa hbee6a 3ady anjr7 3ndich o ohwa la?

me;
jasim lat9eer bay5 3ad ana a7bik ent w bas no one can imagine
how i do love you..

jasim;
your my one and only

me;
jasim yalla 5al nrd

jasim;
maby!

me;
shno y3ni matbi bng3d fel syara cham sa3a mthlan?

jasim;
mm sa3teen thalath

me;
aaaah ? yalla rdny el hospital

jasim;
mb radch itha hathak mnak
itha msha bardch

me;
jasim akeed be6wl feras ana lazm ard

jasim held my hand so tight

jasim;
ana a'3ar 3alich noora fhmeni

i looked into right his eyes so he did
i melted!!!!!

me;
jasim i cant move my eyes from ur  eyes! tell me why?

jasim;
3yal ana shtgoleen? ana maby afarg 3ainch wala la7'9a bas shaswi
kela mn hal feras eli ma5th 3aglch mni

me;
mn gal ena ma5th 3agli mnk?

i looked at him in a puppy face

jasim;
fdaait hal wayh anaa ! etyanineenn

me;
adry

jasim;
7beebti el wath8a

me;
yalla mabnrd?

jasim:
no btg3deen m3ay lema el lazga feras yathlf

me;
walaihh radaaina ?

jasim;
ee radaaina

me;
ufff i looked out side

jasim:
noora 6al3eeni?

i looked at him

me;
hmm?

he staring at me theech elna'9ra eli beswy shay 5a6eer
he came closer to me yimkin inch wa7d baina, his face was too close to mine

i moved my face

me:
shga3d tswiii? my eys wided up!

jasim;
mm ha wala shay bas knt aby achofich 3adl

me;
jasim allah y5leek rdny tara mb 3adla ng3d bl syara bro7na haloon

jasim;
w feraas? 3ady tg3den wyah bro7kom?

me;
waaay JASIMM please rdnyy el mstshfa please

jasim;
mabyyyyy

7asitro7y magdar aswi shay kan m3and bdrja mb 6abe3ya

me;
JASSIM WALLAH IN MARDETNY BTCHOF SHAY 3MRK MACHFTA!!

jasim;
nooraa FERAAAS MABEECH TKLMEENA

mnii 5ala9 i felt ina i cant control of him he was so serious

i cried ..

jasim wiped my tears. dont cry i'll drop u back!

"AAAAH A5EERAAN!!.."

me;
mashkoor wallla i love you

jasim;
no answer

6ool elwkt ma7d t7cha faina

finally we arrived the hospital

jasim;
7asby mn feras

me;
sure byee

jasim;
bye


dashait el hospital
ela achoof feras fe wayyhi

feras;
9arlach ta8reban sa3a w7da 6al3a ma3ah bl sayara........


my eyes turned wide!






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